Its again that time of year

It has been an year since I posted anything. This year was the one which needed maximum contribution from my part to my studies. I have never been so concerned about studies after my pre ug entrance. Anyway I had made through. Thank God for terminating my hardship and uncertainity about future a little earlier than I expected.
Its december, that part of year in which i get flooded with tons of emotions and feelings. Wild wind storming inside and ouside. Leaves falling from trees and loved ones moving away from life. Even though I cleared the entrance and acquired a seat of my choice in a reputed institution, I cannot feel that inner peace, that calmness I felt when I cleared my pre ug entrance. That time I could see the seismograph of my heart recording a clear straight line... At that time I was all fresh. I was not attached to anything or anybody so intensely as of now.
      Seven years have passed after that. A climacteric of a mans life. Lot of people entered my life in this long period. I was gradually growing out of my shell. Lot of them amused me, many left without leaving a mark, many left their marks, and a few , I cannot let them leave.